Saturday, November 18, 2006
this has been the worst week ever. except for corrinne may, and a few amazing people, i would have died. honestly, yes.

and thanks for all the people who have been there for me. i miss you 312...
and most of all, i miss God. somehow, i really need to go back to him. i need to pray, and even though i serve in sch and all, it amounts to nothing if im doing it on my own strength and i know it.

like, music somehow, is so empty now without experience. and without reading ANYTHINg but blogs, im growing dumber by the day thanks alot.

seriously emo-ing now, so please days please get better

blogger dies on me, the temple and mosque people arent replying, and my cab fees are more than 50 bucks a day??!!! im so broke and so is my heart so thanks alot. its the stress, the screaming, the wailing, the on-top-of-the hill weariness thats dragging me my soul and i down into some deep dark abyssh ahahhas!

ok SERIOUS emo-ing. anyways, yea, 312 i miss you. i miss FEA and everyone. i miss my sister. fullstop. now's the time when material stuff falls short of expectations. so for now, i need to take a chill pill. and my chill pill is msn messenger, music, and friends.

but for now, my chill pilll needs to be God, before the drug of money, retail therapy and people simply kill my soul.
talithachin
11:04 pm

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