Wednesday, October 11, 2006
ever since she went away. i have this syndromme. terrible flu, illness of not being able to mug and most of all loneliness. and im getting angsty again. hahahas. i know this is terribly sickening the way ive been treating everyone at school, and im getting so spiritually, emotionally ugly by the day.

i conluded. that im way out of control. and im sorry to all my group members, esp to lanya who has been helping me with my work. and to vanessa, jill and val, for being irritating, opposing and inconsiderate. hahas and for being emo. these few days: i feel im almost gonna explode.

so my mum's back from norway and at least there's some noise. but down in teh study, and at night. the air frightens me. its as if there's something behind me watching me all the time.

ok so angstiness aside, our CAP presentation really sucked. the ppts were good and everything, and thanks to shirlynn we were really organised. but it wasnt enriched. i hope its better

and i pray for the discipline to do my work, before i fail my mum and her trust in me. :)
talithachin
10:42 pm

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