Monday, June 05, 2006
i cant believe how God works in mysterious ways. its like crazyy..ee the past three years.
and yet im trapped in my "inferiority complex" hahas. i mean the past few years, u knoe being a prefect, softballer, debater-- it all seems dust i dunnoe.., and i just felt really so bad that night after sec 4 spm. i was like the man in the bowler hat, hard ground earth being trampled on.. "stone for a statue waveworn pebble-round".

and my sister just reminded me of someone i know. super perfect, athletics, studies and all... and then i just stopped and realised something. i suppose it doesnt matter how good you are but God will just love you. I mean, even though im like a silly drifting leaf or a terribly sleepy student in class or a bad player in the team God will stilll love you. hahas and my sister reminded me of the song Because he lives

it goes like this...

"Because he lives
I can face tomorrow
Because he lives
All fear is gone
Because I know,
He holds the future
And life is worth the living
Just because he lives..."

i cant believe a short hymn like that could turn my whole day around. i missed Global day of prayer yesterday cos of some family party. But God has still blessed us in so many ways so i guess i should stop getting jealous or overworried over material things like CCAs hahas...

and by the way, if u have any like computer spoilt/ internet stopped working, just pray and have faith that GOd will fix it. like the sec1-3 church camp says "God the Builder: Only he can fix it...:)"

take care and God bless everyone

and debaters have fun at ac/dep camp while i trip away in russia hahas
talithachin
11:08 am

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