Lingopop!

2006-11-29T12:22:00.000+08:00

i have moved! http://lingopop.diaryland.com

2006-11-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

this has been the worst week ever. except for corrinne may, and a few amazing people, i would have died. honestly, yes.

and thanks for all the people who have been there for me. i miss you 312...
and most of all, i miss God. somehow, i really need to go back to him. i need to pray, and even though i serve in sch and all, it amounts to nothing if im doing it on my own strength and i know it.

like, music somehow, is so empty now without experience. and without reading ANYTHINg but blogs, im growing dumber by the day thanks alot.

seriously emo-ing now, so please days please get better

blogger dies on me, the temple and mosque people arent replying, and my cab fees are more than 50 bucks a day??!!! im so broke and so is my heart so thanks alot. its the stress, the screaming, the wailing, the on-top-of-the hill weariness thats dragging me my soul and i down into some deep dark abyssh ahahhas!

ok SERIOUS emo-ing. anyways, yea, 312 i miss you. i miss FEA and everyone. i miss my sister. fullstop. now's the time when material stuff falls short of expectations. so for now, i need to take a chill pill. and my chill pill is msn messenger, music, and friends.

but for now, my chill pilll needs to be God, before the drug of money, retail therapy and people simply kill my soul.

2006-11-11T01:24:00.000+08:00

back from lead camp.

2006-11-03T01:08:00.000+08:00

NET CARN?!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH TO yiyun for being such an amazing team captain, Has for being ralph like, cool leader and rational, and also flora and dora for rocking cheers! hahas thanks jill our banner was way cool TOOS manz.

this is how genius dora flora's cheer goes

you know you want it too
you know you want it too
so dont be such a fool cos
we stick like super glue!

hahhaas. cool rites. yepps . rocker. ! knuckles! hahas IM MAD
and photos arrive.

the class with vanessa looking angry

and hahas the class ! looking all happeee!

and NICOLE AND TABBI! you're amazing! so parkour. visit parkour at http://www.parkour.com/pk/homepage.htm its kinda a cool philosophy la. ok. yea.

and posering. the players posering. hahahas. we acting cool

hahas i think we can mi!!! hahas im so addicted to the slangss. ok CANMI= can make it everyone learn! thanks!

2006-11-03T00:51:00.000+08:00

from long time ago ok. picture this scene. EOY. people crying. second day into eoy checking. you failed 3 out of 4 papers the day before. what next.?! .

day 2. you did horribly in ur math which u counted on so badly. and you hear this comin from the next class:

person 1: why are u so upset?

person 2: I DIDNT GET FULL MARKS!

1: oh ok. but u passed rite?

2: yes. (CROSSLY!)

1: did you just pass?

2: (pause. silence. ) NO!

ok like my class flunked the paper like people failed so this is a message to all smart ass people out there. we would love you to teach us, help us with math and be UBER nice like val. but PLEASE dun upset us and suan us on such a dismaying day ok?!

ok and if u know who you are. person 1 and 2. im sorry im just quoting u as an example. seriously SOORRY!

2006-10-24T00:43:00.000+08:00

Yo. the past few days: guitar and guitar. hahas the new guitar has an amazzzing sound and immm so happee. hahashere it is. its not the chio-est instrument on earth but the sound it produces is really good.hahas I know its late but today's events are a must-blog! Hahas today was how fun la. Im still laughing at how shimin totally said “ I love princess hours!” at the camera, and that Jocelyn actually thought we had 95% chance to break through to auditions round 2. hahas arena has been so whack, and most of all the arena team actually did a raffles cheer on nat tv! Ahhh!!!
Pls don’t embarrass us ok hahas. Oh anyways, even more exciting stuff happened ok. Arathi, latha and I went to toys r us in between to get senior’s presents. and we got kylie a mike thingy hahas. It represents the power of speech, while arathi got her ICS senior a sword hahas.
Ooh and btw. Here is the way cool bottle I bought today hahas. I sacrificed buying sponge bob (pillow): my temporary substitute sister, for this:Mmm ok and before that at the shop we tried on all kinds of stuff including masks and professor mc gonnagall hats. The Halloween costumes were crazy, with fairy wings and wands and all, and oh my the dolls were so evilly bimbo and salacious. Ah but the best was still the powerpuff girls and elvis presley helmet hairdo. There was also dark purple lipstick, fangs, and all sorts of other crazeeee things.
Omg this is the ultimate experience of my second childhood.Ooh and u knoe at scotts right if u get out of the food court and turn right, you’ll see this gold hand fortune-telling machine. I was really restraining myself not to be superstitious, but I just tried it anyways. Here are my results (if u can read it):Yupp so that concludes the day.. hahas this poem is dedicated to Vanessa poo jill and a few other people who make my night!:)
Where the night grows in its statureAnd flaunts its beauty against the lightSteps out like a fleeting shadowAgainst timeWhere no sound is heardBut words, piping in intellectual humourSeething in desire and affecting the “happy” soul
Breaking the human away from its original spirit of innocenceOr simply the spirit itself,The spirit of the day.
When silent teeth chatter on the keyboard and screensAnd people mystically sit like messengers of fallacyGossiping their lives into the deep dark abyss of midnight.
And at times through the screenAn angel hands you the keys to open the darknessto something less than mere gossipsomething less than blindness.

2006-10-19T17:48:00.000+08:00

continue... hahas

acloser shot (hahas if u still cant see. ermm that was three calculatorsthat she bought and lost under her desk, fad's specs hahahahhas. andermm... a bimbook and all her newspapers and *takes a breath* sunblocksand sunsreens ..... and more hahahas

andour special clock. if u havent noticed, our class has a special clockwhich is gold-rimmed and squarish. its different from all the otherclasses hahas

and us. the class without a few ppl. ahhhh sad sad.

and the class mad ed

the picture of nostalgia that will singe my memories forever

2006-10-19T17:47:00.000+08:00

hey hahas. friday was super cool.

itwas bliss especially lit lesson, our amazing clean-up and thephototaking sessions hahas. and imso so so sad mrs leuar's leaving. mrsleuar's our incredible math teacher, who volunteers to spend time withus during reccess and lunches to teach us math. and she will and alwaysbe the best math teacher i have always had in my life hahas. so THANKYOU. ok anyways, here are some pics depicting key key moments of theday!!!

here's the trio sherrie yingjing huihui posering.

and hahahas the NEW AND REFORMED miss goh (hahas her future daughter will look like that) presenting miss tehh!

fads and i trying to be bimbo (but i CMI) sherrie and dian trying to be nerdy (CMI ALSO)

the vanessapoojill. hahas sorry this is the only photo i have of you hahas candid!

the two prefects out of three.... AHH NURUL WE MISS YOU!!!

and guys this is all that was found under dian's table

2006-10-11T22:42:00.000+08:00

ever since she went away. i have this syndromme. terrible flu, illness of not being able to mug and most of all loneliness. and im getting angsty again. hahahas. i know this is terribly sickening the way ive been treating everyone at school, and im getting so spiritually, emotionally ugly by the day.

i conluded. that im way out of control. and im sorry to all my group members, esp to lanya who has been helping me with my work. and to vanessa, jill and val, for being irritating, opposing and inconsiderate. hahas and for being emo. these few days: i feel im almost gonna explode.

so my mum's back from norway and at least there's some noise. but down in teh study, and at night. the air frightens me. its as if there's something behind me watching me all the time.

ok so angstiness aside, our CAP presentation really sucked. the ppts were good and everything, and thanks to shirlynn we were really organised. but it wasnt enriched. i hope its better

and i pray for the discipline to do my work, before i fail my mum and her trust in me. :)

2006-10-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

this is a published apology. for miss shirlynn sham. wsee shirlynn's been doing so much work for RS so thank you so much forbeing a great group leader.

oh and if in case i forgot. please come for LIT SEMINAR!!! hahas must come to my grp's presentation ok!! we are: shirlynn sham (311), lee zhixin (309) and Chin Rui Ling (312) hahas okie. our title is "The social market: Winning appearances" its based on pygmalion. in other words, my fair lady. and its a great presentation so please do attend okayy!!!

oh and its about feminism. but its not all that boring. its about appearance vs reality, the flaws of the upper class society and also how seduction is a tool females can wield to change their plight. do come ok! we'll make it as interesting as possible!

thanks. now i need to mug and stopp slacking:) bbye.

2006-10-09T00:56:00.000+08:00

nostaligia. hahas i still cant forget our dance this yr 312 and im sad the legacy of sec3s are drawing to an end. ahhas

thank God blogger didnt die on me again. pls no

hahhaas i stil cant forget friday... when vanessa and i were walking home.

vanessa: eh u run for that cab lah!
me: err. aiyar. u run la...
and vanessa ran and ran and there was this maxi cab this GOLD cab bronze and nice. i wanted to get a pic of it but it went away hahas. :(:( but anyways. so i just started laughing like non stop i dunno why...

i need to mug. i have to start a resolution. and stop being lazy.

oh btw.. here's just something i whipped up. hahas lit teachers will love me (inspired by jonlim's fantastic art )

2006-09-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

omg this is too good to be true

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Zhihui is your soulmate.

You truly love Vanessa.

You consider Shirlynn your true friend.

You know that Grace Zhang is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Fads for the rest of your life.

You secretly think Yiyun is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Flora is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Jill is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Jill changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Cheryl Moh is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Cheryl Moh has a hidden internet romance.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatdoyoureallythinkofyourfriendsquiz/">What Do You Think of Your Friends?

2006-09-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

hey ! hahas sorry for not blogging. SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE JUNE.

i really wanted to post but blogger has died on me again and again and again. hahas first. im really excited about CMU 07 cos there is ALOT to do about school spirit hahas. Not to be Gungho or anything, but we should really start being more enthu.

okayy . so anyways what has lately happened in my life was that i went for this open space dialogue by the world bank. it was kinda cool cos it was just like series of free discussions about topics and you really learn alot more about what people think about youth issues like Aids and the different Methods of raising awareness. i met this amazingly nice girl called Christine and she like was so nice and stuff. And she told me something about the competitiveness of singaporeans which really enlightened me.

she told me about how people in discussions keep "pushing their own agenda" and like are so eagerly publicising their own stuf and themselves, and like refuse to slow down to listen to the people around them. i think it is quite true. There really is no point in everybody raising awareness of their own agenda and no one really paying attention to each other's agenda. and its quite sad that that is exactly how the world and advertising is run...

but i also realised sth. i mean. if no one pushes foran agenda, there will be NO agenda and we will kinda degenerate into human beings with a lack of intellectual stimulus hahas so we'll still be sad. so i think we shoudl TRY and have a peaceful balance.

hahas i miss nat day dance. here are some pics from nat day and racial harmony day hahas

sorry for not posting!
Take care and God bless!

btw. debaters come down for training more often!

2006-08-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

hey everyone .. hahas

its been like 2 days but i still cant believe i rapped in chi hahas.. it was so funny and like majorly embarrasing. life.. i dunno what to think about it. right now im slacking like mad in my life. dunno what its all about.

ptptpt and esssssays,,, and we dun really have time to breathe, think or sleep. apart from the candy bar you get which totally brightens your day, or hahas bullying val or playing the piano, nothing really refreshes you. i dunno. i mean ive been trying to keep the faith and stuff but its not working. just pray that things will get better and that i'll live a more Godly life:)

hahas oh btw we created this new game: its called pig volleyball. we play volleyball with a pig stufftoy in class hahas its super fun lor! we play it like in between lessons and stuff..

and to end my post, i'd really like to thank a God who place a few people who lighten up my day.

thanks so much all the 312ers. hahas and thankyou so much flora and dora for being such amazing characters in the chinese pt video hahas yingjing and val we rawk!

2006-06-30T21:08:00.001+08:00

hellos...

today we all played Duck duck goose and hahas it was superfunny. we all found out that YY (yunyi) is incapable of running in circles hahas... and yea personally, i think i (as naomi said) generated alot of kinetic and sound energy.

the past few days were like BLEAGH. i mstill trying to write a good song but like its really hard and the standards of music today are simply too high. i'll still try to go for it tho.

the day was kinda bad, screwing up racial harmony day emcee final auditions... and hahas someone not coming to sch today cos she's scared of remedials lols. and to end it off, i have to bei2 more chinese stuff.

the good stuf was training. and gettign to lay back and sleep :) yay and the campaigns for HP were good. go hannah xiner kris yingy yanz grace! yay u guys rawk. seriously (having to do like 3 speeches consecutively in one day lols... poor things) i just pray taht under the board's new leadership, it'll be a GOOD year ahead.

But most of us are dreading sec 4. i mean, you're super senior, and well its kinda cool cos u get lots more than what juniors get hahas (like chop-ing invests) but, i mean... its as if u're everyone's big sister. Sec 4's like this crazee year and i seriously dun wanna leave my class .... and sec 4 is so short cos exams just pile and you're done. Sec 4's also kinda scary cos there will be JGs and we're gonna play in softball B Div and have the ultimate pressure of getting champs:D. (hahas anyways, i seriously hope we can). But all thats said, im just gonna enjoy this year and really try and buck up on my work hahas and STOP sleeping late and sleeping in class lols

gooD nitez.

2006-06-07T23:09:00.001+08:00

E-llos...

hahas here are random stuff about me...

hahas these tests are super fun... this one's on my terrible self esteem

You Have Low Self Esteem 52% of the Time

While you sometimes feel good about yourself, you tend to struggle a little with self esteem issues.
It's not about changing who you are, it's about accepting your faults. You just need to be less critical and demanding of yourself!

How is Your Self Esteem?

My ideal job...

You Should Be a Poet

You have a way with words... and a talent for drawing the pure emotions out of experiences.
Your poetry has the potential to make people laugh and cry at the same time. You just need to write it!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

How Power FULL i AM!

Your Power Level is: 53%

There's a good chance you feel pretty powerful, and with good reason, you're already fairly successful.
Keep developing your goals and skills, and you'll be surprised by what you can really achieve.

How Powerful Are You?

my soon-to-be-hair colour in JC..

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind.
You pull off "weird" well - hardly anyone notices.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

2006-06-05T11:08:00.000+08:00

i cant believe how God works in mysterious ways. its like crazyy..ee the past three years.
and yet im trapped in my "inferiority complex" hahas. i mean the past few years, u knoe being a prefect, softballer, debater-- it all seems dust i dunnoe.., and i just felt really so bad that night after sec 4 spm. i was like the man in the bowler hat, hard ground earth being trampled on.. "stone for a statue waveworn pebble-round".

and my sister just reminded me of someone i know. super perfect, athletics, studies and all... and then i just stopped and realised something. i suppose it doesnt matter how good you are but God will just love you. I mean, even though im like a silly drifting leaf or a terribly sleepy student in class or a bad player in the team God will stilll love you. hahas and my sister reminded me of the song Because he lives

it goes like this...

"Because he lives
I can face tomorrow
Because he lives
All fear is gone
Because I know,
He holds the future
And life is worth the living
Just because he lives..."

i cant believe a short hymn like that could turn my whole day around. i missed Global day of prayer yesterday cos of some family party. But God has still blessed us in so many ways so i guess i should stop getting jealous or overworried over material things like CCAs hahas...

and by the way, if u have any like computer spoilt/ internet stopped working, just pray and have faith that GOd will fix it. like the sec1-3 church camp says "God the Builder: Only he can fix it...:)"

take care and God bless everyone

and debaters have fun at ac/dep camp while i trip away in russia hahas

2006-06-03T12:44:00.000+08:00

here's the poem our juniors wrote for David Pflug lols

"WE WROTE YOU ANOTHER POEM. lala. its your elegy. to be carved intoyour abysmal quality rock tombstone.

Dear Sir Knight David Pflug, Schwer!

Minable, bakaa, bendan, paagal

despair beyond despair

tears beyond our years

below this grave

lies a dave

the grass grows wild

as was this child

ring the bells

ring cockleshells

away in the dirt

the 'farmer' flirts

ring the glass

bring d.o.m to fast

for he was a du- du

he didnt live by the rules

He was our north

he was our south

our policies we couldn't croach

but ahoy kids, we have our coach!

2006-05-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

The Retard-Singapore Man

I was drifting down the empty air
Of folk of bruised heads and wide-eyed awe
And I asked a man where he lives
And replied did he "Singapore."

"Where I see beauty as an unraveling butterfly
With the adored amazement of a little child
Where life springs from the spiritual well
And indulgence is knowledge that killed my heart"

The silly, moustache blind retard
Gouged fish ball eyes and mee-hair
Shackled by laughter at his own non-existence
And the massacred truth of his disagreeable air.

But then he brushed my hair
And he brewed a love tear
The medicine for knowledge fever me
As I drank the fluid happily, beauty bloody tea

He sang to me
"My spirit cannot live much longer
So I'll simply follow the cross that's etched somewhere
Perhaps it's a scar of blinded truth, mezzotint imagination
Perhaps it's the death of knowledge"

But all I know,my Lord
For I am the timeless Retard-Singapore Man
The earth's living water and spiritual hand.

2006-05-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

it seems impossible
almost plausible

that there were two sides to this world that reflect each other
so transparent, so translucent
so mythical and imploring

and here i am, a self-full soul
drifting into the deepdarkwoods
the raging fears of the world
the rampant assaults ffrom witches
in a flawed place of learning. discovery

it seems to me, unethical
to search the meaning of every grain, every fragment of existence

unable to render such coveting of knowledge futile
unable to appreciate the wonder of the world
And every being, every fault ....... unable to see beauty. unable to see love

And hence a degeneration of life into a pile of garbage lies
Without purpose or motivation, or as literature teaches
the frame of free expression

So i ask you to let the world live as it is,
Heed not the reason behind the act,
But take the world, see its innocence
See the beauty of the lack of knowledge
See the world from the eyes of a soulful child's eyes
And watch the world drifting by...

2006-05-17T16:03:00.000+08:00

hey...

aiyars. kaes im kinda sad im in admin comm now for iycl. but nvm aniwaes, life's been quite bad. i know im crazee. its liek chem spar tmrw and im blogging.. havent been mugging. hahas anyways, i conclude debate's super addictive. i mean... yea its like u just cant get enough of it... and hahas our juniors are facing ri tmrw at youth 14s... everyone really pray for our juniors ok!

and rachel, jocelyn, rachita (hahas i spelt ur name correctly) , fangyi and shimin... jiayou! hahas sorry i wont be down to see you but yea! u guys are really great. you were during hte prelim rounds yea...

im kinda excited about june hols. yay freedom. but before that there's chem ...lit pt eng test. gah. its terriblee. but it'll be all over at least i hope so. and yet im in that dilemma of softball and debate arghh. i love my softball team- and all the dreams of winning champs for bdiv its like just an inch away. and yet so far. winning jgs is like a mile away from our reach. but it may be nearer. argh i really dunno. i mean, i think our debate batch's pretty strong and we can like whack ppl soon.. in 6 mths? kaess nvm

argh i really gtg for tuition but yea. take care and God bless everyone kaes!

2006-04-30T23:45:00.000+08:00

heyy everyone.

exams coming and im like grounded. can die... and like i've this terrible pumpkin haircut. ok nvm but debates has been really hectic and stuf...

last week we debated against UWC, HCI and YJC.. hahas it just went downhill. i mean we were quite good at the start,,,... then the last debate we just really sucked. it was TERRIBLE hahas really painful. i dont ever wanna experience it again...

but all's good still. and the room's open again. im glad for that. and thank GOD for all the things he has done, the little heavenly days that drift into the misty nights and the cool memories of our softball season:) yepp

ive this really queer paranoia of next year. i mean whats to become of fea and debate and softball. see i really dunno. but anyways, just pray everything will fall into place:D hahas yea.. .......................................................

(our rs discussion on fri was super inspiring! ok enough of blogging, but like yea it really was anyways) i really gtg sleep now so nitez. everyone...

take care and God Bless

2006-04-14T23:31:00.001+08:00

hey everyone. im kinda emo cos its like good friday... and like i watched the Passion of the Christ today. so here's what i picked up from it:)...

Well i guess It seems simple enough to say that someone died for you. I would go wow, and then it all fades away. But to look in the eye the way someone had suffered makes us realise what we do to someone else. And that is why a re-enactment of that scene is necessary.

Watch the Passion of the Christ, because it shows you how someone has died for you. The every slit on his body, the every drop of blood that was shaken… And still here we continue sinning and blooming in the world, bathing in the riches… And when you realise it, you just wanna cry out to the heavens . I pray, and I wish, for one day that everyone can do that, because its an experience no one can imagine. You never really know the truth and the answer of your life till you know why there is such a thing as love, forgiveness, and life till you see Jesus.

Look, I don’t mind you lying to me, or well, cheating on me—but don’t you think it's a wonder that you're lying to God and to yourself but God doesn’t show his anger. Think of the immense strength of God and focus on it, and worship him. And one day, I just pray that at judgement EVERYONE will just throw up their arms to receive him, to hug him, to embrace the love of God. If the grass, the animals and some of us… all can believe, all can live the thankful life, why not us humans? Why not?

Don’t think of you know, just focussing on how you will gain from the Christian Life… for that’s a selfish move. Think of Jesus dying on the cross. I guess that’s the message of Calvary. No other religion proclaims love as much as the Christian Faith. Because of You, Jesus. I want to write this in honour of you, the thirty minutes I from the movie I tried to visualise you, being condemned by Pilate, being surrounded by these traitors of truth, and yet Sinless, bones unbroken and perfected. Indeed, no one can learn about being a servant or a servant leader if they do not believe in Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

"It seems enough to call you saviour, but i'm not close enough to call you God. "I pray we can grow in our faith, Lord. I guess since writing is my form of communication, I pray you may take this up to the heavens and so God will know too. Lead me in thy ways o’ Lord, let me not stray away from your love. I want to fall in love with you Lord. I want to fall in love with you.

And for anyone reading this: listen to the song “Love Song for a saviour”. It was the 1st song of worship I have ever heard, and I find it speaks to me the most. For people who are already believers, I urge you to listen once again this easter to the song you first fell in love with and used it to worship God. I trust God to shower his blessings down on you and create in everyone a heart of love, praise and life.

hahas. thank you! have a happy easter everyone

love,

2006-02-26T18:47:00.000+08:00

heyy...
so sorrry for like not posting. i know im really lazy. hahas the past week has been eventful tho...

hahas yupp... fri's badminton finals cheering rawked. i mean the rgs girls really cheered, and tho we were smaller in number, we were louder than ac! hahas (sorry we werent louder than SC tho... :( )

symposium's got a standstill. so im like kinda stagnant for pb stuff. ooh and yesterday's softball rawked. we played against crescent and beat them to a value of Pi.. hahas! ok. sorry. i think that was really cool. and jinghan's b-div homerun was so zai!! and cheryl's 2 runs... !!! 2 nice hits!!! -- hahas the only down factor is ive to treat u to newzealand's natural. ....

xintian, i really hope u get better. and bettter. cos u lighten up our lives and all the feans souls.. like day by day...

im quite unsure about how church camp's gonna be like, but im just praying it'll turn out fine. today damien's intro to church camp was super funn yand gay. hahas but it was good. yupp.

just hope more ppl will like sign up, or like step out to serve the Lord in the organising camp. just wanna pray for worship, that kick-ass worship will be kick-ass, that people can genuinely worship God during camp, that we'll all be drawn to him. yea. do pray for camp, and that everything will go smoothly.... thanks becky for all ur work.. and faith, choey... caroline... yay emma and lydia for helping in ppts... :) sorry i really gtg... bbye!

-ruiling:)**

2005-11-08T17:51:00.001+08:00

hey. really really cant believe ive been like on the com for since morning...

must be really lost. really sad cos its too late to go for softball mailto:sleepover@naomi house lol. hahas ok...

last night was a total shock. it was better than ever imagined. it was like the end of orientation, the start of a new beginning. maybe it is. maybe 209, maybe we're just at the beginning with more to come. its not like we're leaving or anything. we can be like mrs choo and u knoe meet up with pri school friends.

i quote mrs deb tan (may be unaccurate) "your class's play is the most enjoyable" ...

i quote mrs chan when she patted arathi's back "yo. brudder"

i quote the audiences' laughter, the impact on last night.

i quote the magnetic field the stage drew from the audience; the strange magic in the air. and it was drawn without a wand.

okayy. we may not have so much choral speaking, but i guess whats most important is that we rocked the stage. rocking= making the stage fall, making the saddest wormlocks turn into colourful marshmallows i.e. bursting out into fits of laughter. nothing could be more than this. and i really REALLy thank the Lord for all of this, bringing our class this far. i guess God really answered our prayers for this feeling. the bonded 209 song. so we sang the song. i really have to confess i havent really learnt the song, but everyone's singign still helped me along.
talk all you want to. sing all you sing. but gdaye matey. there's nothing better than singin with a bro all as one. thats the power of BROTHER HOOD!

i was thinking of this phrase... "everyone else can escalate to winning thousands of theatre prizes, performing at the london theatre... " "209 cant really be good in theatre. yea man. we'll be better off in holly wood star. helping florachan and arathidevandran get a golden star on the red carpet. stealing grammys oscars academy awards and all the others... yea mann"

ooh and u knoe what can be our debut film: (thought by yendharshnikeling) BrOTher TOwn. sub titles."getcha hold of urself. by. cosBIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU!
yepps. thanks so much to all the classes for the support. and SO SORRY for the extra posters k. they were intended-but unintended.
okie. sorry i really gtg. ooh dear. m scared about debates. prepare for the worst opponent .. kk aniwaes i really gtg. yepps. bbye!
love,

2005-11-03T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hey,,,....

hahas i reallycannot stop laughing. xinty (or yamaha yomama yong) is so funny. ok i shall stop. but aniwaes, my predictions about u and kylie and a sec 4 sharing rooms is CORRECT! lololol

formal farewell really RAWKED the feans socks. the decor was GREAT> and i think fean we awed the souls eyes and mouths of everyone. the cake was so good. and thanks daveen xianmaria for making reception a total fantasia. it was great (with sushi)! hahas welldone VIVIEN ELI AND ZHIZHI (the actress) ok. and kris the batchdog hahahas ermm, and the rest of the Raffles convention OC had a meeting after that. hahas it was kinda a picnic. we couldnt really get many ideas. i just am trying REAL hard to go into breadth now rather than depth. its hard. real hard.

i just really wish we could start. as in executively. being excited early and not keeping the flame burnin is BAD. and yepps. i really pray that sometime, someday, somewhere the convention will just be a valoompa... in otherwords GREAT. yepps.

ooo. i miss 209. 209 brudders are way cool. kk oow,. cant believe will be moving to a new class in sec 3. keep thinking we girls exist in the years of 06 already.! hahas and yenlin here's nikhita MODEL photo.

2005-10-31T14:09:00.000+08:00

hey...
this's been a really really long time since i've posted. ooh there's just so much to say... so much so much.

Exams are kinda gone now, so wells... yay im free. technically, no. we've stuf... we had trains of competitions. and the leap to the new year's just killing me and everyone else. i cant believe what sec 3 would be like, to think i actually thought it will be easier next yr... it seems like 2006 already, and planning for even future plans, like what we'll be like when we step into the world... its just preposterous. and i cant admit, i pray, god, that my writing techniques will not deteriorate. i really wanna go for CAP...

i guess in the end, the undeniable truth is, i'll FOREVER miss my sec 2 year. 209 was and is and will be a great class,.. people we've a future ahead of us. we know we're the dc class, we know we're the noisy class, and FINE we know that we didnt get into drama nite. but it doesnt matter. With love, the greatest power, nothing matters. not even if we've failed our exams before, not even if well, we may leave each other.

209 is probably the best class i've ever known- praise god for us. us the cockroaches, with cockroach community head andrea, who made the FANTASTIC video for us... and our fantastic cockroach directors arathi and flora. nothing can stop us now, and music will fill our breaths with the passionate sweetness we saw last year. sec one . when we first met.

it's incredible what we went through, the tears we shed, the friends, the dreams. so i dedicate this post to 209. for WE RAWK. look below at the time and the date. that is what we represent. :) say not the phrase "I'm from 209" with a flourish of pride, say it with humility. For the world knows us, we thank them for knowing us, we thank them for making the people in our class fuller individuals. We are humbled in 209, for we are one out of the 35 hearts floating in the ocean of love. we make a ring, we forge a ring in the name of eternity, ...

last year was great. i miss 2004. 2005 is ok. i hope 2006's better. dont cry for 209 2 niners, because we cant all be argentinas. we are the many little states that make up cloud nine.

i dedicate this post, and the song "hey 209 (adapted from hey juliet) " to 209. people dont be sad, dont. in sepEration (its nicer spelt this way) of all of us comes longing,... so may we always be together. come what may, i will love you beyond my dying day. :)

love, ruiling. The 209 hadlian.

2005-10-07T22:29:00.000+08:00

yo everyone!

im like sitting in my little seat going bleagh. i realli dunno how to study for eoys. lord please help me. a few weeks would we would all be free with democracy. i wonder.. how everyone would be sceraming, cheering.. year 2 has passed. a few more to go. fullstop.

and next yr./ would be a year of rambling excitement. nonstop rollercoaster. exopsdebatesconventiontkc... all rolled into the ROLL er coaster of my life. i'll be chewing on chocolate rolls, just like all the feans.

ooh and hahas... joey and arathi were REALLY funny... hahas. joey kept going "like totally" and arathi kept going " im not Angst queen". we know she realli isnt. hahas. i miss hakuna matata. im miss hakuna matata. lathanelli ling... it was way cool. cant believe 209's gonna go to heaven soon. heaven's a nice place tho... it has the angels, most of all, it has God.

109-ers pls carry the legacy. 209's not that u knoe... its not the BEST like the PERFECT always win class, but we're the MOST SPECIAL. there's no doubt. we're the most unique. and nothing's gonna change that enthuness or u knoe... spirit. passion. love that lies within us.

ok and fea is gonna rock next yr. sure we are. full stop... ooh and i actually composed a really crap but cool fea song. my sister composed a sock-song for our fundraising!!!

ok. so next yr. what's it gonna be? all prayer, work +play. and maybe more. writing and singing. natalies. u realli inspired me... lol... ok aniwaes the sock song goes like this:

i wanna shout it from the mountain top
i wanna shout it from the Se-a
i wanna shout it from the rgspb.
that this is the sock for me:)

nites nites... :) go fea oh yea, everyone take care and god bless.

2005-09-27T21:23:00.000+08:00

heyy..
my cousins from canada are here. so funn... and ohh dear. i feel so guilty about making my sister "wake up" wake up in the morning just to send the thing to me... ohh wells . i hope it'll go well next wk. aniwaes, i have been procrastinating about the nature of politics.

it went something like "they are the kings, we are the pawns, we fight on the battlefield-- they sit in the palaces and talk." we have no right, we have no say, and we long to be free one day. if a yellow bud grew on our graves, it will blossom/not on theirs. If a moss sprouted on their graves. it will testify to truth. Quantity NOT quality. we are the pawns. they upgrade us to knights. We are their machines. And if we were no good, we'll be thrown away...

Ooh wells its strange. and random for a 13 year old to thing abt such stuff but ohh wells...

ooh and on the more enlightening things, yenlin hated the song wakeup.. so i kept singing it in her year. lol. and rs's super fun nowadays. rite.ss..and ooh convention interviews WERE so FUN/// i think i'll be growing fat from eating peanut butter cookies. ohh dear. and ops is realli fun.

oh and ppl pls watch the daniel powter: bad day video. its REALLy sweet. it goes:
so where is the passsion when u needed the most... u kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
cos u had a bad day.
you're taking one down
you sing a sad song just to turn it around
you say you don't know
you tell me don't lie
you work at smile and u go for a ride
you had a bad day; the camera don't lie
you're coming back down and u realli don't mind.. you had a bad day... :) wait. the video's sweet k.

www.warnermusic.ca :)

ooh and ahahahas.. tkc's GONna rawk next yr! lol... :) and may i make a universal declaration to the OC that i am straight. with straight hair:)

2005-09-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

heyy...
debates was kinda sad today... hahas honestly i did screw up. but ohh wells, it was fine. i just pray that one day some kindof inspiration will come to me... lol and really help me... :)

ooh and RGS convention's so fun.... everyone join rgs convention!!! lol its realli cool. thankew thankews. yea but it is. so those responsible pple pls sign up k. consent forms are posted on inet. Thankew! :)

i just dreamt i was in some fairy tale land...

i hear the singing of the birds
i listen to the breathing of the seas
Grasping the strength of our word,
Trekking the spiritual odyssey.

2005-09-19T17:52:00.000+08:00

heyo everyone!!!
here's my new blog... hahas im so happee... pls tag.. and link me kaes... thankew! :) go fea oh yeah.